Sunday, February 7, 2016

The Beauty in letting go

There's such a beauty in letting go

We want to control
We want to see all the steps
We want to depend on ourselves 

But we can't 

Sometime we allow the chaos
Sometimes it just barges in

Chaos - complete disorder and confusion
A mess

Let go and let God

Let go and let God bring order
Let go and let God bring understanding
Let go and let God bring a beauty to your life

I have found such a beauty in letting go
I see it
I feel it

Such a peace
A joy in just being free

Saturday, February 6, 2016

Wait...Trust...Rest

Wait
Trust
Rest

I'm impatient!!
Ready!!
Let's go!!

Enough time wasted
Doing my thing
Ignoring
Turned away from You

I'm ready, God!
Do Your thing!

Wait...
He's working

Trust
He's working

Rest
He's working

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

Pieces of Me

Pieces of my heart
Given away

Laid down
Discarded
Unwanted
Rejected

Gathered them up
Tears in my eyes

What do I do now?

Pieces of my heart

Broken
Scattered

Take them to the King

It's all I have
I'm sorry
I wish it was whole
I wish it was perfect, unbroken

Oh my daughter
This is what I do

I take the pieces of you
Tenderly
Lovingly
Reverently

Mended
Cared for
Put back together
Beautifully
Perfectly
Wholly


Heart for my King

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

Anticipation

“Behold, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs forth; do you not perceive and know it and will you not give heed to it? I will even make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.”

Isaiah 43:19 AMP

I feel an anticipation 
An excitement 

God is up to something 

I don't know what or how or when
But it's coming

I've felt a shift inside me
Things coming to order

Not just inside but in my home 
Like I'm getting ready for something

Almost like getting ready to give birth
Nesting

I can't wait to see what God has planned 
It's so exciting that He is up to something 
I can almost see Him smiling down at me

Oh, My daughter 
Be patient 
You will love it

Sunday, January 31, 2016

Tenderly broken

There's a tenderness that comes after being broken. 

Sometimes you're taught rigid ideals and beliefs. Black and white. 

Brokenness breaks down the rigidness like a meat tenderizer softens tough meat. The process is painful and hard to experience, but after...

After you get it
After you understand
After you can sit in the pit with those that hurt and feel their pain with them

There's nothing that can connect people more than when you can understand their hurts, their pains. 

Connecting with someone's joy is easy. Nothing to it. 

Connecting with someone in pain means you feel it. You take on some of their pain. That's not easy. Who wants to do that?  

The broken. 

Because we know. 

We know what it feels like to be in such pain and turmoil and feel alone.  
No one should feel that way. 

So bring on your pain. 
Let me see it
Let me feel it
Let me bring you to the One who can heal it. 

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

Connection

A like
A comment
A share

We all want connection

Like my mind
Comment on my heart 
Share my soul

Cheap connection 
Easy
Protected

You can't look in my eyes
See my heart
See my hurt
See my need

So I post
Giving a glimpse
Hoping someone sees just a little of what my eyes don't want to show 

Monday, January 18, 2016

Still

A flame kindled
A passion ignited
A love renewed 

He's showing me His love 
He's on the pursuit 

My heart is His desire
As is His is mine. 

No chase
No games
No need to pretend

He knows all of me 
Yet loves me still