Wavering

I trust 

I don't

I remember 

I forget 

You've walked me through the tough times. 

You were there 

Why is it so easy to forget

Steadfast is Your Love

Your truth

You. 

You are steadfast

I am not

How I want to be

I want to trust

To remember 

You've never failed me

You never will

Wavering

I trust 

I don't

I remember 

I forget 

You've walked me through the tough times. 

You were there 

Why is it so easy to forget

Steadfast is Your Love

Your truth

You. 

You are steadfast

I am not

How I want to be

I want to trust

To remember 

You've never failed me

You never will

Time so cruel

Passing so quickly

Once Hot Wheels and baseballs 

Now moving away in the Fall

Books read

Balls thrown 

Prayers prayed 

I love you's said

Time flies

So bittersweet 

Mom smiles with tears

Memories to keep 

You have now

Take a step beyond

Beyond the pain

Beyond the shame

Beyond the regret 

Can't go back

Can't change choices made

Can't become who you should have been back then

You have now

There is still

A future

A hope

A plan 

You have today and it's beautiful

You have now

Take a step beyond

Beyond the pain

Beyond the shame

Beyond the regret 

Can't go back

Can't change choices made

Can't become who you should have been back then

You have now

There is still

A future

A hope

A plan 

You have today and it's beautiful

Fill me

Constant need

Fill me

From one thing to the next

From one person to the next

Fill me

It's only a filter 

Temporary

Runs out

Fill me, Jesus

Becomes a flow

Flow through me

Fill the empty places

Fill the hurts

Fill the needs

Fullness

Satisfied 

Content 

Fill me, Jesus

Moving on

Deleted old numbers 

Wish I could delete the memories

Mistakes 

Hurt

Damage done

Removing the ties

Healing the pain

Moving forward 

Reclaiming pieces of me