Wow...It's always awesome to look back and see where God has taken you. I wouldn't have thought a year ago that I would be in seminary. I knew I wanted to, but didn't seem possible. I was worried about money, time and other things, but God made it happen.

I don't know exactly where this journey will lead me. I'm learning a lot already. God is stretching me...which is a good thing. I had gotten really comfortable in my box. I can't wait to see where I am in a year.

My biggest struggle is not wasting my time and not giving away my time. I tend to waste time on the computer or tv. Stupid stuff like that. I'm so bad about giving away my time to things that are good, but things I don't need to do.

I'm stressed this week.
Today is school.
Tomorrow I work with Vicki and have eye doctor appointments for me and Devan. Plus, Jon wants to work on the Homecoming float so he can be on it.
Wednesday, I help at church.
Thursday...That's my day that I need for school and home. It usually doesn't work out that way.
Friday I sub. (It's gotten to where I hate subbing...HATE IT! But need the money to pay for school.)

And! Devan wants to go to the doctor for a sore throat. I just think it's allergies, but he's had it for a week. I don't want him to think it's not important to me...but I think he does.

Oh...and 42 bags to be painted for Kairos a week from Wednesday...

Oh, Father...please show me what I need to do and let go of what I don't need.
Help me not to feel guilt, but to feel free to do Your will for me.
Show me Your path
Show me Your perfect will for me.
My heart is to please you, but the need to please others sometimes overpowers it.
Please send your peace...your love
And please please please help my sleep past 3am tonight. It's been 2 nights in a row and I'm so tired.
I love you...
I need you desparately!