Chaos to Beauty...

the chaos in my life
has been a badge I've worn
though I have been torn
I will not be moved...
Natalie Grant

This song hit me in a different way this morning.

the chaos in my life
has been a badge I've worn

I've worn the mess, the ugliness, the chaos in my life as a badge...
I've earned it.
I've been through hell.

Lost what my life was
Lost friends
Lost myself

I've cried.
I've talked about it
I've grieved
I've mourned

Time to see the beauty.
Time to see me.

The joy
The free spirit
The future I have

What is God up to in my life?

the adventure awaits...

Time to move on.