The Back and Forth

The back and forth

The push and pull

I want you

I don't want you

I desperately need you

I can't stand you

I want you to stay.

When will you finally leave?

My heart had no place to land

My heart had no home

My victorious heart beaten

lost

thrown away

tossed aside

Broken...torn...damaged

Trying to piece it back together

Always searching...

Where can my heart land?

Where is a safe place?

I know where my safety lies.

My head knows...my heart still doesn't trust.

I know Who longs to hold my heart and treasure it.

I know Who desires my love above all else.

I know the lengths He goes to show His love.

When will I trust?

When will I believe?

when will I allow my heart go to the One Who created it?